I GOT MY SOUL BACK

I was wandering in search of me..
And atlast I got me back..
It is the happiest discovery in the world.
I don't know whether a discovery can be called the HAPPIEST..
But I would like to use it so..
I was asking myself "WHERE WERE YOU?"..
The answer was a silly smile..
I am angry seeing that..
And it drops through my eyes..
And ofcourse it shows I got me back..
I got my tears back to myself, not for others.
I got my smile for all, not only for me.
I love to be myself..
And so my dear soul, don't go anywhere as you did before..

Pearls in the Memories

My dear father,

Once again I want to lie on your chest,

listening to the rhythm of your heart beat.

I want you to be awake until I sleep.

I want to laugh so hard hearing your funny stories,

and to see the angry face of Mom for disrupting her sleep.

I want to laugh at brothers that you are mine,

and bet that you will be with me, not with them, in an argument.

I want to see their arguing face even when they know I'm right

and although they don’t care.

I want to walk so long and long gripping your fingers tight,

and with an ear listening to you and other listening for you.

I want to see the peoples' face wondering about our friendship. 
Where all gone???

I want all these once again, only once, I won't ask more.

I know I am asking for a new childhood, An impossible one.

But I can’t stop myself from craving.

Oh my dear father,

I may grow bigger;

I may take decisions wise or unwise;

I may think logically or illogically;

I may obey u blindly or not;

I may argue with u or not;

In the core, I am still your silly little lass,

questing and teasing you for your nice stories.
I really want a travel back to my childhood,
to pick the pearls I have lost on half the way...